Would I do it differanty?

I have wondered this questions several times for no specific reason. It has crossed my mind if I would parent my children differantly if I only had 1 now, or if there were a larger gap between the 3 or (fill in the blank). Dont take me wrong, I do enjoy having all 3 children and I know without a shadow of a doubt that God gave them to me in His plan, but I cant help but wonder, "what would life like this be like?"