Pushy

I think that sums up how I have been with the grant process this past month. I have been pushing things when God is clearly saying "no" to make it work so we can get the job done. I have not stepped back and actually listened to God, I have had my own agenda and obviously it doesn't line up with his! Please continue to pray for my patience and listening ear. I am afraid of the money running out, but have been told not to worry. I am afraid that we are going to have to pay to bring our house up to code. I am afraid that this isn't going to happen. I have the basement all planned out and would like it in action now, but I really need to wait on God.